Dating A Loser!

HUGE confession to make today.   I can’t believe it’s come to posting something like this in a blog, but I’m done with secrets.

Have you ever found yourself wanting to cancel a date?  You make the plans with the best of intentions, but then somewhere between the commitment and the actual date, you desperately want out?

Such was my dilemma this morning.  Early morning date.  No desire to follow through.  I can’t believe how little there is to spur me on either — communication skills are practically nil. What little there is, comes from him and though he isn’t rude, I’d have to describe him as insistent and demanding.  Always pressuring me … he NEVER lets up!  Once I was on the verge of tears, and still he wouldn’t back  off. Of course, by the end of our date, he tries to make me believe he’s the best thing I’ve ever had.

Of course, you’re wondering why I’m involved in a relationship — first off, I’m married.  Well, like I said, I’m done with secrets — and Bruce is very much aware.  Second off, why this loser.  Because that’s what he is — a LOSER!   It comes down to outside pressure –nothing more, nothing less. I know, I know, I’m 59 years old, you’d think by now I could find my own voice, make my own decisions.  All I can say, is I’m working on it.

So, I’m off, gotta go.

Barney may be a loser but he promises me if I stay with him, I will be too.  Day 30 with Barney, my Eliptical Cross Training Machine 😉

Eliptical exercise machine

Barney and I

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About dbdaze

Currently spending much of my time contemplating the remainder of my life ... realizing the importance of dreams that are fulfilled, support of those closest to you, and the value in downsizing and living with less.
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8 Responses to Dating A Loser!

  1. Deidra says:

    I got worried when I first read the title of this blog. “OMG, Just great! Mom is mad at Dad and now she’s calling him a looser….on FACEBOOK!!!” I knew you wouldn’t do that though. Then I read the part about secrets and thought I was maybe going to find out about an ex-boyfriend of yours. I felt a little upset to think I’d be learning about your past right along with the rest of the world. THEN I realized…. it must be about your daughter Deidra, and the boy’s you’ve had to watch her date. Oh no!!!! It was about a piece of exercise equipment ….whew! Very funny Mom 🙂

    • dbdaze says:

      Well, didn’t I have YOU fooled! You gotta watch out now that I have this blog and am trying to “find myself,” as we used to say back in the 60’s. lol

  2. eurosand says:

    Barney looks very much like the ellipticals in my school gym… saw the pic and my thighs started to burn 😄

    • dbdaze says:

      Well, I guess it doesn’t surprise me to find out he’s been cheating on me, too! And yes, he has the same effect on me — burning thighs just at the thought of him! lol

  3. Oh, Debbie, you are soo funny. You had me going there for a bit, trying to figure this out. 🙂 Good job being on your 30th day!

    • dbdaze says:

      A little humor is good for the soul, don’t you think, Margaret Mary? Right now it’s the only thing keeping me from ditching this workout session each morning.

  4. SandySays1 says:

    Hmmmm, I’m not real up on human dating, but isn’t that supposed to be a pleasant experience. You seem very nice; you can probably do a whole lot better. But YPW fuuny. Sandy
    http://www.sandysays1.wordpress.com

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